Hello and greetings,
It has been a few weeks since I have written anything  substantial... It is not really because nothing happens but because by  Monday so much happens that I forget when I sit down to write. So this  week, I took a couple notes to remind myself of what happened.
I´m learning a lot. Even when I don´t think I am. Even when I feel  like I´m in a rut or things aren´t going as well as I had hoped. The  Lord is merciful. I am weak and he knows it, but instead of making me  feel bad for it, he carries me. In the beginning of the Book of Mormon,  Nephi tells us that as we read we will be shown all of the many tender  mercies of the Lord. My mission seems to be a long string of tender  mercies. It is humbling.
Carlos was baptized this weekend!!!!!! Carlos´s wife and daughter  have been members of the Church for a little over a year. Carlos is a  fisherman, he works six months on ocean and then is home for six months.  He has been taught by many missionaries, many times. He has problems  with drinking. But to make a very long story short, the Lord had  prepared a way. Carlos was finally ready to make the step, to commit. To  change. After we set the date we went back over and talked about  addictions, and the importance of obeying God´s commandments, and the  blessings we receive by avoiding things that harm our bodies (alcohol). I  was able to talk about my experience with my Dad and how harmful  alcohol is for the whole well being of the family.
SIDE NOTE:There is a battle raging on this Island. The battle is  against Tabaco and alcohol. It is consuming these people´s lives, it is  keeping them in poverty, it is dragging them down to despair. They are  not happy, they are stuck in chains and I want to bust em all out! I  wanna climb into their prison walls of addictions dig a tunnel and show  them how to escape. With the Gospel, it´s possible. But don´t take my  word for it.... 
So, Carlos has made the step. He was baptized and he will continue  forward with his great faith. He can´t read, but he now has the Book of  Mormon on CD and he loves to say family prayers. It is incredible to see  this family all on their way back to Heavenly Father...Tender Mercy
Our branch has changed presidencies. The Branch president is new.  So to show us how excited he is about the missionary work here in the  branch, he came to a lesson with us this week. It was awesome. We taught  one of our investigators named Bruno. Bruno can´t leave his house. He  is on house arrest. We don´t know why. But he is awesome. I can´t  describe Bruno in a short little paragraph and do him justice. But let  me just say, he is repentant. He gets it. He is learning about sincere  prayer. He is loving learning about the restored Gospel, and I know that  Heavenly Father has a plan for him too. (disclaimer: we don´t go in any  house without another female adult present at all times... he lives  with his mom and dad....Totally safe.) Teaching him has been a huge  blessing to see someone so ready to change, so willing to follow Jesus  Christ...Tender Mercy.
Sometimes I step back and look at my situation. I look at my giant  purpose here on this mission, I look at what the Lord expects of me and I  feel like a little fish in a big pond, a little lost, a little in over  my head. Just a little fish in a big pond. But then there are moments  like last night when we had an incredible lesson with this new couple we  are teaching (ruben and nelia), when the right words come to my mind,  the spirit testifies and all of a sudden they are learning about  Heavenly Father and can´t wait to know for themselves if these things  are true.... It all becomes clear and pure and not so scary. I still  feel like a little fish but the pond isn´t so big and I´m not so over my  head....Tender Mercy.
Today imra morrison told me a cool description of our faith. She  likened it to a nightlight, a flashlight, and a lighthouse. She was  evaluating our ``light``(3 Nephi 12:16) and how it is based on  our faith. Sometimes the light of our faith is just enough to keep away  the bad stuff (nightlight), and at times it becomes strong enough to  light your own way (flashlight), and when its strongest we become a  lighthouse, we can show others the way. I thought that was great. Really  great.
Ok well time is up, I´ve written too much. I love you all and hope all is well. Until next week...
Sister Liz

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